To hold ones horse...

Dear better half (1/2)

Ive been thinking of YOU almost each and every 60 mins of a year,

maybe you will like the sound of that, just thought I should  let you know

im still holdin my horses....

I do smell your scent in my neck,pillows and just hoped you left your shirt just so I can... you know what,  maybe would've been uterly exhausted of it by now but again Its just a fallacy(just like You are),  and for you im still holdin my horses

May I be  your first and me be your last coz certainly YOU are out there doin s**t, yeh I dont wana doubt that, Im still holdin my horses.....

Just so you know I will be waitin for your call till then..... ohh and yeah life is incomplete without you next to me...... I am still holdin my horses.......

Ladies had you sent proper directions he wuldve navigated through,,,

Happiness.......

A smiley face! In many atimes thats what I think when the word HAPPINESS pops up, Im so sure I am not the only one with that Idea,  If I were I would totallyextraordinary (which i'm well aware of ). Is it really showing of a smile? Smiles are fronts to most internal wounds so cant be a state of hapiness.
HAppiness is not about someone making you happy but its all lies in the mind. Happiness is the state of the mind it begins with the realm of each and everyones mind, Its about realising how much there is to be grateful for and enjoy it with the best beings around you.


 So take a moment and think of this see if you are in that state or better yet work towards self healing and bring hapiness into your world..... 

Be a lover of yourself first and the rest will follow.....

ohh how I am grateful for thee...

It was in the spring of April 1990 when the young ambitious lad and beautiful sweatheart seductively and hopefully romantically put together most their amazing creation(Me) of many other (Ziningi)which was latter to come. It was their finest art ever to be made following one other of course(sister ziny).........I am Grateful for Thee.

 It wasnt by mistake i think it was just a well thought idea to have such an art.. For this,i show gratitude, not only am I glad was made by them but to keep and nuture me was amazing finish. Its cause of these two sweathearts that I walk, talk and existing in this planet, it must have been the powerful energy of Jahs tremendous works to pull through of which I wont try putting into words how appreciating I am of such cause I cant even start a word as all dictionaries  neither have a word nor words to explain suchh...........I am Grateful for Thee

It certainly aint the richest family but im surely wealthy of their  Love and Support. It isnt the most famous family (welll my great grandparents must have been), but i feel i am their Love haness me as if I were famous.......... oww how I am Grateful for Thee. Growing up, Death took awayone of the most precious person i had grow to,It would worry me why his time was up before he could live to see such blossom of youth of life for their creations. Again must be the power plan blessing in disguise for the family..or the devils was at work, nevertheless I am Grateful for Thee

 I have learnt to appreciate the family that I have and pay detail to what matters the most in life.. so take everyday as it comes and expect da best whilst staying prepared for the worst..coz we only and I mean only live Once.... hence why I am Grateful for Thee........

To My Dad~ ZA Caluza and Mom~ FN Ntulyyyy I am Grateful for Thee