YiPPIE - WE ARE A YEAR OLD!!

On Turning ONE (UNO)

....................... ............................ ............................Our  LOVE

Nothing is as ordinary as the first day we met,

on some cheap talk, killing time to get to our desired destinations

Our second meet was a gift from the Universe as it has its ways of pulling particulates of matter together, so it did to US.

It hasn't  been gliters of Gold nor has it been Showers of rain,
Love and Life has bombareded us with a fair share of tears and lauhgter.
We've been hit by the most storms, harmful and threatning  rays of shine and yet again we have blossomed like a flower in spring (MAY)
                The happy times when we hold onto one another after sinful moments,
 The sad but joy-filled times when we cry on each other after such.
The worst when we are furiously upset with nothing to say to each other  but we still call one another just to hear one breathing.
The most painful times when no-one willingly compromises for our happiness.

                           Ohh Well Such Is Life and the story of Love!

The memories weve created will forever be engraved in our hearts,
the Love that binds us will remain.
Its been a long journey of getting to know and understand a soul (to mate-soulmate, being opptimistic)
 Its truer than true that the more you give to Love the more you recieve in it
The most joy comes with being content with thyselves.
I do sometimes wish we could be the Romeo and Juliet of our time
keep this going till nothing remains of our time.
Its a pity we waiste our time fiddling around the thoughts of inferiority and pay less attention to feelings that burn inside us..
Being in our little own worlds make us own not the most precious moments "Nice too far or Far too nice" that remains an area of exploration.

May our love allow for infinty till the days when our hearts stop still
May we look beyond the now to forever
May we stop not the beats of our insync hearts
May the Love that binds continue blosoming like the flowers of spring and keep us attracted like man on boosoms.

In the Lonely Hour

When life becomes lifeless,
When the sun forgets to shine and the birds stop singing
When the world and dreams come close to shattering down,
When the world feels colder do call for me and ill be right there
                     
                                                   In the Lonely Hour You Can Call On Me

When the world throws you lemons,
When seasons never seem to change and only the winter swirls
When your mouth cant even utter a word
When the world gives you its ending unpleasant surprises
As there is a rainbow after heavy rains.... those will vanish into something colourful
Do call on me
                                               In the Lonely Hour You Can Call On Me

Whisper to me even when you dont feel like doing it,
Talk to me when you need an ear to listen
Share with me your emotions when heavy hearted and you will feel lighter
May I fill the emptiness inside you as I reachout....

                                              In The Lonely Hour You Can Call On Me  
(as I will Call On You In My Lonely Hour)


                                                                                                                     In the lonely Hour (2411)

BOO BOO BAM BAM

BOO BOO BAM BAM

Like the sounds of a riffle I hear the echo deepen into my heart,
the mind revisits the memory again and again and the words linger ..

There is so much to take away from the talks we have...and there is so much I think about but when it comes to putting (hammer my grammar if u want) all these in black and white the fingers fiddle in the keyboard. Backspacing through every word and sentence I type (not granite), sentences fall short to describe my feeling and at one stage I wish for John's (mentor) English or my life coach's (Echo) powerful and inspiring lines.

In trying to find words and makeup sentences I found this instapost, It whispered to me the way I wanted my heart to speak to the keyboard when I started typing. As I begin my rosy cheeks felt the warmth of my tears strolling down my face.

I want to give into you but the more I try the more you look away. I don't want to be heavy heatedly so, I want us to fall deep in it together  #instapost/sarahjakes

I have not been down this road before and sure I wouldn't understand a thing, though it may look scary but with this ambition I see beyond the turns. Call me too ambitious if you would but that's who I am. The most scariest roads, paths often lead to the most beautiful destinations...But there remains the BIG question, If I give into you will you grab my hand and let the other caress my heart and take this walk down to depths with me (may it be under msl)??...There will be no BAMing sounds of the rifle there will be no echo cause all voids will be filled.


ARE YOU WILLING TO GIVE INTO ME AS I AM UNTO YOU???? <3  #boothang

Mixed emotions with GRATITUDE

Like a sack of mixed Veggies....

When you hit rock bottom, you fall into pieces!

At one instant I felt my skin dislodging from my bones, that was only under a year ago...

I have been in search of my self some call it a soul searching or lost to being found path I call it a walk to SELF FINDING PATH

I have been on a self introspection journey and it worked like flue remedy, it has the greatest power to reorganize self thoughts, find oneself and most of all give life direction to self. The trick is staying on the same life trajectory, moving forward and be incontroll yet controlled by dreams and ambition.

This was self healing for me, I found my lost self.

The power of healing starts with the mind, self love with no doubts...unconditional love to self can & will make you realize the perfections on imperfections of LIFE. Self Love buries the pain, hurt and 

anger one has for oneself. Looking back I know how I have created a barrier between self and the outside world, but again I am scared I might reveal my vulnerability to the world out there. Wondered why I have my hands crossed my chest???! thats the answer right there....TO BE OPEN ARMED?????? sometimes I ask why but again to a certain individuals I am.

On shaky grounds I wonder if these certain individuals would take my rags when I put them out there and help mend them in to a perfect dress, paint a beautiful picture of my pain bring  happiness stains on the rag...I may be no good judge of character but I choose who will help me mend my rags..

The elite few have shone light to my pain and hurt and gave me a hand into mending my pain, suffering and helped me find my true purpose in LIFE. It wasnt an overnight miracle but it has taken me alot of strength and courage to change the well I thought I was doing, transpired into the Best I could ever have imagined to BE. 

I am content and happy with the person i have BEcome and to those that helped me realize self worth and to the pain and hurt that pushed me to see the verge of life - I look back and move forward with nothing less than GRATITUDE.



Inspired by: Lost &Found ,Sarah Jakes

Amazing Six months of my Life

Life's Happiest Moments

Its been a while since I last made a note and WoRd to self...

####Academic.....

Towards the dying days of 2013 I was pulling my weight....my Ass was all over the shore getting my ducks in a row heavy heartedly so. Being on the rolling seat wasnt as easy but I had to hold on through my teeth to make it through the year. I spent most of my time being a xenolith in PG GIS lan with Simz ( GOD bless that woman for me)  holding on to each other like lost souls, in constant talk with the Lord. At times I felt the great MaN upstairs had given up on the both of us but through strength and faith we kicked failure Butt and opened doors to our next phase of our Academic life.

###Then came Love 

Oh where do I start??? Meeting the apple of my eye? yes.

Its a pity I cant say his my High school Sweatheart fortunately he got me fallen... For the past years thinking I had fallen I had actually been.............. wait for it.......###DRAG### Ive been trippin inlove but now I have finally fallen inlove !!!!!  The more I give love to thee the more I  have and for both are infinitely so, like the abundances of sea (shakespear, W)

 I say we met by fate and stayed together by choice and we've been growing as lovers through an uncontrolable divine power and through determination we will be together eternally ...Can eternity be engraved on our hearts when our lips lock and eyes when we take glances of one another? Sometimes I ask what made me  Love thee but thee deserve it.. Like a drug I cant get enough of thee...his other half is mine and mine his,,,Ive held my horses for thee.(My other Half  blog post )

I wish I can dive much into the details but its still young love , without extrapolating facts .. This has been a life changing experience for me I have realised that life is what we make of it and what determines our destiny.  

WORD:  Ladies be on the lookout, if you havent found your soulmate stay put he might be knocking on your doorstep soon enough!!!

Go out and seize every moment.....