Mixed emotions with GRATITUDE

Like a sack of mixed Veggies....

When you hit rock bottom, you fall into pieces!

At one instant I felt my skin dislodging from my bones, that was only under a year ago...

I have been in search of my self some call it a soul searching or lost to being found path I call it a walk to SELF FINDING PATH

I have been on a self introspection journey and it worked like flue remedy, it has the greatest power to reorganize self thoughts, find oneself and most of all give life direction to self. The trick is staying on the same life trajectory, moving forward and be incontroll yet controlled by dreams and ambition.

This was self healing for me, I found my lost self.

The power of healing starts with the mind, self love with no doubts...unconditional love to self can & will make you realize the perfections on imperfections of LIFE. Self Love buries the pain, hurt and 

anger one has for oneself. Looking back I know how I have created a barrier between self and the outside world, but again I am scared I might reveal my vulnerability to the world out there. Wondered why I have my hands crossed my chest???! thats the answer right there....TO BE OPEN ARMED?????? sometimes I ask why but again to a certain individuals I am.

On shaky grounds I wonder if these certain individuals would take my rags when I put them out there and help mend them in to a perfect dress, paint a beautiful picture of my pain bring  happiness stains on the rag...I may be no good judge of character but I choose who will help me mend my rags..

The elite few have shone light to my pain and hurt and gave me a hand into mending my pain, suffering and helped me find my true purpose in LIFE. It wasnt an overnight miracle but it has taken me alot of strength and courage to change the well I thought I was doing, transpired into the Best I could ever have imagined to BE. 

I am content and happy with the person i have BEcome and to those that helped me realize self worth and to the pain and hurt that pushed me to see the verge of life - I look back and move forward with nothing less than GRATITUDE.



Inspired by: Lost &Found ,Sarah Jakes